Wednesday, January 9, 2013

What is this free time you speak of?

I wish I had some free time. To sew to do just well anything you can do with free time. We have so much to do that even writing this blog is time taken away from it. I need some downtime otherwise I will go insane. I know tonight I was thinking about everything I needed to do at home. I wasn't going to do the inspection because we just have so much and well I ended up feeling like I had to switch things around and let the other things wait.

I have the room which was suppose to be the childs room and it's now the office a/k/a the green room. I have to switch things around and make sure that's ok for  the verizon guy. Because my husband pointed out you wouldn't want the verizon guy thinking we are slobs. I'm sorry I don't care what the verizon thinks of me. Suck it up seriously. The red room aka the childs room has to be completely cleared out of personal belongings. In other words it's mass panic to find new homes for everything or toss it away. I have to be careful otherwise i'm destined to be on an episode of hoarders. I didn't realize one could be so attached to items i forgot existed.

In all that we have to do tomorrow we have to get additional baby proofing items. It doesn't feel real. I know it's a defense and i'm trying to save myself any heartache but stuff is getting real and it so doesn't feel real. Does that make sense cause it does to  me........

I know people think that because i'm off from work tomorrow i'm just eating bonbons on the couch. We have so much to do that i'd be less busy at work. It's exhausting to think of. Deep breathing...Mellow Yellow......




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