It's a typical Tuesday night here....

Exhausted but the mind is racing with so many thoughts. I need more hours in a day to get more done. I need more sleep. I need a magic wand.

I saw a few posts about adoption from the different websites adoptuskids.org and another website who both were saying certain myths another asked for people to come forward who have been through the process.

I know we have been told that chances are we won't get a baby but so many people don't get that. If we do then wonderful if we don't that's okay too. I don't have expectations, an age in mind, or anything. I'm letting it go and let it be whatever it is. Sometimes I wish others would understand that. Maybe i'll have my caseworker or any other social worker tell them what they have told us. Because children who are placed in foster care have 16 months to be reunited with birth parents. If that doesn't happen their case is turned from reunification to adoption. I say this over and over again but I feel like I would just love to know how this plays out. That can't exactly happen.

I would like to blog more but I'm so emotional drained and everything is so tiring these days.

Good day to all.