Just needed something sweet before bed. I don't have that every night but needed it tonight. Not in bed yet but already feeling like tomorrow is going to be a long day exhausting day. I feel like it's the same go to sleep / wake up exhausted / rush out the door / come across issues at work / somehow get through the day / go home deep breathe / go to bed. Start all over again.
I know I always have an ambitious list of things to do that don't all get done. After all it's ambitious lol.
I had something started about somethings I've heard over the past couple of weeks. People having matches that fail and not being picked by birth parents. It's sad and very discouraging by yet it seems like most can pick the pieces up and keep going. I won't have the being picked by birth parents. By the time the children will get to us the birth parents won't have a say. Of course one has to get through the paperwork and mountains that are in front of us. Ahh yes medical records. Did I dream the conversation where it seemed like everything was find, and it was just days away from getting the forms? I hope that wasn't a dream. I had talked myself out of believing that the homestudy process would start up again. Even stopped making the effort to put stuff out of reach. Cause I really doubt it's going to be that easy.
I dunno.
I'm exhausted and my brain/body need to rest up.
Did you know it's administrative day tomorrow? Yeah well that means our bosses are buying us lunch no crap brain breakfast! They are buying us breakfast and coffee. MMMMMMMMM I love coffee.
When do you think I will actually get the forms?
When all is said and done and the agency has their evaluation what will be there next road block? Survey says!!!!!
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