I needed some inspiration to begin my day so I turned on hoarders next thing I know I'm polishing cleaning and so on. The house is fine, and I've been doing my best to keep it up because I know we are going to have at least 2 more visits. I'm feeling a bit better but until we are out of this part of the process I won't be resting entirely. I started a list on amazon to be better prepared if we do get a placement. I'm trying to stay positive. That way I will know what to get or what I was thinking about. I don't expect anyone to get anything. In fact,I don't have any expectations as I've constantly said. If you want to be in the child's life then make a point if you don't then don't pretend. Also,what and who will be good for the child. That's something to consider. I don't have any issue or think anyone is inappropriate but if someone is doing something or using something they shouldn't be then you better bet I will have to say something. Of course if they don't change limited supervision or maybe no contact. I do have a concern about someones animal, but I will give it a chance. See how that obsessive compulsive personality starts to lead to other situations that haven't happened yet.
I'm hoping when (if) we do get a placement that we can connect with someone close by because the support is also key. While family tries to understand unless you have been in the situation you really don't. Of course it would be awesome to call or hang out with people who "get it" or are in the same situation.
Time to turn the mind off and focus on getting along this week.
No comments:
Post a Comment