We turned down two set of tickets for tonight. I just can't. Usually I would jump at the opportunity but this crazy working hours and everything is catching up. If I don't have calm today it will make tomorrow more crazy.
It would have been nice to take a child to the fair but not this year. Instead, I get to work it for a few hours. We have been dropping small hints that we are adopting to it isn't a total surprise to everyone. By we I mean me.
I have a gift buddy that I'm sending a package of stuff to. She and I have infertility in common. We were paired by some program or someone. I have been looking for an item that I wanted her to be able to keep in her wallet with her at all times if she ever needed to fill that hope tank. I can't find the darn thing and it's annoying me. I have looked it up on the internet and that isn't working either. Tomorrow after the fair I will make sure to make a point of trying two more stores and then I will have to reboot and recalculate. I also want to make her something and that takes time that I seem to not have lately. It's great to have a distraction and something to look forward to. It's tricky because I know I'm overanalyzing everything I get. I actually walked away from a few things because it seemed to religious and I didn't want to offend her. I found these cute necklaces, but they had Wicca stamped on the holder. I'm like "great she will think I'm so kind of spell witch or whatever...." Ohhh I just figured another store I can try. I'm telling you this started out as few things,and her box is getting filled with some cute stuff.
In all this lovely daily chaos of everyday life I have to make sure that we freshen up the house. I need more time!
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