I haven't been feeling that great over the past few days. The last few weeks have been rough. I did finally get the good word that the social worker has all the paperwork in and closer to October we should be meeting for our final visit. This actually has to happen, and I will believe. It's not that I doubt her I am cautious. If you walked in our shoes for the years we have been going through this journey you would get it.
I still have hope and faith in this process / where this will take us is far out of my control / letting go of what I think will happen and just be in the moment (sometimes easier said than done)
I can't control what is going to happen with this adoption. So I turn to things I can control and let them take my mind off all of this. Thank goodness for certain websites because they allow me to escape all this anxiety about all of this. Someone actually seemed annoyed that I was looking into what kind of cookies to make. I didn't go into details of why I'm so into the holidays. I'm not exactly into the holidays they are just the things I can count on. Well you get it.
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